Oh snap feelings!

How to get rid of the feeling that you know you can make a difference it just can't get passed something. I should be at home working on computers and making a internet tv show but I'm at work, billing people. I don't want to get the bill so why am I sending out the bill! I've always believed that I should make money in a fun way, artwork, comedy, playing the drums. Now I'm sitting at a desk hurting my back making bills for people to grunt at as soon as they get it!
Wow I guess once I was happy to pay the light bill when my house was mostly gas! I hated the has bill though.
I have to be happy this year, so more shows and game time!!